This semester I feel so much less stressed than last semester. I feel as though last semester I had too many people to attempt to please and now I feel a sense of relieve. I dont know why, but I do. I think it is because right now I have a sense of stability in my life. In the previous semester I did not feel that sense of stability. I am not sure why but I did not. I felt overwhelmed, stressed, and alone. Even though I had a wonderful friend network I felt so alone. I think it is because I didnt have my dearest friends around me, but luckily I am starting to make friends again :-):-)
Also, last semester I attempted to have the whole boyfriend thing and to say the least, it doesnt work well for me. I do not like having a boyfriend. It is nice to have someone who is kind of far away, like previously Daych was in NYC for the majority of the time. So whenever either of were stressed we would talk about it but were not forced to see each other. Hmmmmmm, but this semester my boyfriend wanted to see me incrediably too much and it stressed me way out. Now though I feel FREE :* kekekek
